A Hero in Action.

I love this man. he's such a cutie.

I first heard about him through my best friend. she told me about him

long time ago. she used to watch the news JUST to see him. [ WATCH, not listen ] meaning she'd just put the TV on, press the 'mute' button on the remote, so she wouldn't have to hear the actual news. and she'd have a great time, just watching her Andersen Cooper.

i personally HATE watching the news also.i hate watching it, and i hate listening to it.
it depresses me. it really does.

i mean, i'm not ignorant, i know it's important to listen to the news because you need to know what's going on in the world, but i think when you pay too much attention to it, you begin to live your life in FEAR...you're scared to do anything, b/c of what you saw on the news.

i like the face that Andersen Cooper is actually THERE in Haiti.[ unlike a lot of other celebs, who are only TALK, he actually GOES to the place that needs the help and helps the people out. ]  

he's a brave soul. i know it's his job, t still....i respect him.

this picture is unbelievable. the caption should be, "a hero in action."

Luckily for me, i can CHOOSE.

i can choose who i want to speak to.

and who i don't want to speak to.

One thing i'm not down with is 'stubborn ignorance.'

you know that kind of ignorance when YOU KNOW your being ignorant.

some people don't know their being ignorant, others KNOW.

and those who KNOW they are being ignorant. they are the ones i can't stand.

if you know your ignorant, then you should be smart enough to work on NOT being ignorant. but they won't, b/c their stubborn.

that's why i call it 'stubborn ignorance,' b/c their too stubborn + ignorant to change their ways.but then again, if they work on changing their nasty ways, that'll defeat the purpose, because ignorant people are...well, they're ignorant, so they won't work on changing their ways.

i guess in the end, they're too blind + ignorant to understand anything.

i know this blog didn't really make any sense.

 truth is, lately, i just been dealing w/ alot of ignorant people, so, that's the reason for this blog.

*p.s. i apologize for the bad writing tonight.*

Ella: "I'm behind you, win or loose..."

Juan: "...you stand alone. everyone else doesn't seem to..."

Ella: "who cares, who cares what everyone else thinks! LOOK, if you win, we'll go out and get drunk and have a blast!"

Juan: "...and if i loose?"

Ella: "...if you loose we'll still go out and get drunk and have a blast!"

Juan: " ....so i win either way?"

Ella: "yep. you win."

Juan: ".....wait, you don't even drink!"

Ella: "I'll make an exception for you!"

Juan: "lol thankssss, but i know you better then you think. you hate alcohol and you won't drink."

Ella: "your right, i won't. but i'll sit there and watch you drink! =) I'll be the friend that will make sure and get you home safely."

Juan: "aight, DEAL!"

Ella: "deal!"

Juan: "...I'm so glad i met you."

Ella: "awww, why?"

Juan: "your such a good friend....you & I know damn well i won't win, but your still backing me up...that means a lot."

Ella: "You're welcome."

*it takes so little to make people happy. all people really want is someone to believe in them.*

don't just read it;  understand it.

Cause of death; COFFEE!

i almost DIED on the way to Gabby's wedding.
about 5 minutes after we left Mindy-Ann's house, i took a slip of my coffee, and it went down the wrong hole, and after that, it was a wrap. i couldn't breathe, i was gasping for air, tears flooded my eyes, i turned red, i was just a mess. and just before i started choking, Mindy-Ann wanted me to call Gabby for directions, but i couldn't...i was too busy dying.
 

 

you know upsets me...when people tell me what to do.

the problem isn't even telling me what to do, the problem is THINKING i don't know to do. & because they THINK i don't know what to do, they feel they NEED to tell me what to do. and hear me when i say, you don't NEED to do ANYTHING for me. I'll make out just fine.

that's what ANNOYS the hell out of me most with people. people so fucking busy worrying about other people, why not worry about YOUR business. what makes you think i don't know what i needs to be done? Especially when it concerns ME. trust me hunny, you don't love me more then i love me, so how can you possibly think i wouldn't have my priorities straight?
point is, don't tell me what to do.

don't tell me what to think; I'm a very understanding person, not only do i think about myself, but i also think about others as well. I'm not ignorant, and i try very hard to see your point of view and understand where your coming from.

don't tell me how to dress; i hate dressing like everyone else. i wear whatever i want, when i want. if i wanna go outside with a big shirt on and no pants in the freezing cold. then LEAVE ME ALONE. don't worry about it, and don't BITCH about it, it's not you dressing like that.

don't tell me how to talk; this is a big one for you people who have a problem w/ my bad language. if i curse, it's because i WANT to. it ain't you cussing, so don't worry about it. and if you don't like my language, then don't talk to me. simple as that, problem solved. don't dictate to me and tell me to 'watch my mouth.' I'm not a child, i can do whatever the hell i want with my mouth, and say whatever i want, because it's MY mouth.


if you can't find something decent to talk to me about, then don't talk to me period.


it makes no difference to me.

you know what I'm waiting for?

i bet you'll never guess.

I'm waiting for that glorious day when Jesus Christ comes and saves us all. (well, saves those who need to be saved.)

that's the day I'm waiting for. I'm anxious for that day to come because i wanna leave this hateful world and go with God. I'm tired of walking amongst Stan and his followers. close minded & judgemental people who are reading this and thinking that I'm suicidal, think again, because I'm not. I'm just wise enough to know that NOTHING and NOBODY walking this Earth will make me happy the way God will. and I'm tired of searching and wandering the Earth feeling hopeless, and helpless. I'm tired of the burdens this world causes me to feel every waking minute.

i want out.

most people fear the day when the Lord comes again, they're scared because they're hearts are filled with evil, and they know they've done wrong, and they probably haven't, or don't intend on asking God for forgiveness, so they're unsure of where they're going. that's why they're scared. they ask themselves, "Will God remember me? or not?" I'm not afraid, because I've asked that question time and time again, and i know the answer. He will remember me. that's why I'm looking forward for the day He comes. i have nothing to fear, because I KNOW i live my life the BEST way that i can. I'm good to people, i care for people, i never give up on people, even when they give up on themselves. i do a good job in following Jesus. of course, i have my faults and flaws, I'm tainted just like the rest of you, but the only difference is, i TRY. i try SO HARD to be a good person. i try so hard to follow Jesus. and most importantly, i try to abstain from ALOT of things that you people do on a daily/nightly basis. because i know that those things aren't WORTH the gamble. it's not worth me jeopardizing my relationship with God. I'd be a hypocrite if i pray to God and tell him how i want to follow Him, and do better, but then day, I'm having sex with a boyfriend, or putting evil thoughts in my head. I'd be a hypocrite. that's why Jesus says you can't have two masters. you have to give up one, you can't have both. you just can't. it's either you follow the world, or you follow God. i choose to follow God.

i feel like the walking dead. I'm not living now, I'm just getting by, but i know when God comes and saves me from all this evil, that's when my life will BEGIN. I'm ready for that life...

i want out of this one.

DUMBASS of the day.

Bow wow is an idiot, he really is.

for Year News this is what he tweeted;


"Face numb im whippin the lambo. Tispy as f*k. Just left @livmiami. Im f**ked up!!! Ohhhh damn. Y i drive the lambo. Chris might have to drive after next spot."


...he has to be the DUMBEST person.

if you know you've been drinking, why brag about it? and to make it worst, your drinking AND driving.
it's to bad they can't arrest him for snitching on himself.


they should arrest him for drunk driving AND stupidity.